So another 100 another update. I think I was happier when this only got updated every 2 months or more. Seriously, less than a month you guys? That's fucked up. Oh well, on with the show.

So Lately money has been a prevalent problem for me. Getting it, holding on to it, and spending too much of it, especially on gas. I've stated slowly selling off my possessions, and I'm strangely enjoying it. The world of pawning is opening up to me. I don't really pawn things but I have been selling a lot of my books.

Sigh. My heart just really isn't into this right now. I know I have the time but there's so many other things I'd rather be doing. I'll just have to try and muddle through.

I finally started that job last week. It's a lot of fun and not very demanding, but I won't be working much so I won't be getting a lot of money. Give and take I guess.

This past pay cycle mom couldn't pay on the gas card so I got to re-experience what life was like before I had it. Not fun but I understand mom's situation. Girlfriend helped out on that front quite a bit. I'll pay her back when I get paid.

I'm seriously starting to regret giving that money to my mom. At first it would have been to pay the car off early: only like 800 or so. Doable. But she asked for more than twice that much to help her pay bills, and I caved. She could have taken care of it eventually, and she was only a month away from paying the car off anyway. Oh well.

Girlfriend and I had our five month anniversary a few days ago, and we splurged the hell out of it. Pappadeaux's AND Chile's. Mostly her money though which I'm not exactly happy about. I like being a provider, and I haven't been much of one lately. More of a mooch really. Gotta stop that.

Let's see: money, girlfriend, regrets... ah college and anime club! College is okay. I've basically dropped a class without dropping it. I need to stay full-time for my insurance, but I'm going to fail bio, as a matter of course, so I figure just stop going since I'll fail anyway. I know it's pessimistic and defeatist, but there's too much studying for me to do well (as in any at all). It's stupid but if I have to study I won't do well. Just the way I am.

Recently in the anime club, I had my specified viewing night. Went really well, but I think it could have gone better. The members didn't really watch what I had chosen and talked amongst themselves, and some of the things I tried to show weren't what I thought they were. However, I did manage to win the anime trivia contest, and I got some free candy out of it. Overall: good enough for government work. I'm really starting to get bored with the club though. During meetings I'm sort of off in my own little world, and everyone else is in theirs. No seems too interested in actually watching anime. Just once, I'd like to show something that will have everyone on the edge of their seats.

That's all.