sykomantis

I love you. I don't know who you may be or maybe I do. I don't know how you found me. I don't know what you're doing here or why or when you are here, but I love you. I love you because you cared enough to come here, to see what this is and to read these words. I love you for who you are and what you have done, do, and will do in your lifetime. I love you because you are human. You are who you are and that is beautiful. You are an amazing, wonderful, stupendous, awesome, stunning, attractive, marvelous, wonderful, spectacular person, and I love you. Thank you for finding me, for thinking of me, for being here with me now. Even if it isn't no

So another 100 another update. I think I was happier when this only got updated every 2 months or more. Seriously, less than a month you guys? That's fucked up. Oh well, on with the show. So Lately money has been a prevalent problem for me. Getting it, holding on to it, and spending too much of it, especially on gas. I've stated slowly selling off my possessions, and I'm strangely enjoying it. The world of pawning is opening up to me. I don't really pawn things but I have been selling a lot of my books. Sigh. My heart just really isn't into this right now. I know I have the time but there's so many other things I'd rather be doing. I'll jus

Yeah I swore in my title, big whoop, wanna fight about it? Fucking hell I don't want to be doing this but I'm already 12 views past due. Fuck my need for structure and discipline. Crap is the word of my life right now. I'm tired all the time, I'm pissed but I try not to show it, I need a fucking vacation, my c key is broken and sticks up mockingly. It's all one hell of a drag. Still haven't started the job but I may never start the way things have been going. I thought I wanted this job but now I'm having second thoughts (oooh big surprise I'm having second thoughts about something). I gotta fill out some paper work and then the job is as g